After that, through an acquaintance, I went to a small company named "Art Vatika", where raw materials of candles, perfumes, and shampoos were sold, and their online classes were conducted. My job there was to clean, do the packing, and everything else that happens in a lower-level job. They promised me a salary of ₹9,500 per month. The job was small, but I had to continue my studies, so I said yes.
Initially, I felt hesitant because there were girls working too, and I had never done cleaning or mopping jobs before, but gradually I adjusted. After three months, I got used to it and then I started developing interest in the computer work there. Slowly, I also learned to make candles and perfumes there. When the guy who used to do label designing didn’t show up, I applied for it myself and successfully took over the task — which also led to an increase in my salary.

After completing all my education, I did a normal job in a small company for 6 months because I needed a stable income. Then my Software Engineer result came — and the same day, I said goodbye to that job.

Date: 05/06/2024
For the past two months, I’ve been freelancing, and today a new idea came to my mind. I was with my friends, and we were talking about games. I never had any interest in games, but today when I explored the world of gaming on the internet, I was amazed. It was far beyond anything I had ever imagined. That’s when I decided — this is what I want to work on now. And from that very moment, I began.

Date: 07/06/2024
We started planning the game — “What all needs to be done, how it will be done, where we will begin from?” We worked on it non-stop for 6 months. During this time, our idea changed 7–8 times. Initially, we were building a normal game and felt it was quite good. But when we looked at the industry level, we realized our idea actually seemed 5 years outdated.
After that shock, we threw ourselves into research — played over 500 games, some offline some online. Now we had a strong and fresh game idea. All we needed was to bring it to the world — and for that, it was time to build a professional website and make it live.

Date: 05/11/2024
I started building the website. Money was tight — so I chose the path of free hosting and domain. We had played over 500 games —
many of them were free, so I decided to launch my website for free too. Now, I spend 24/7 just working on the website.

Date: 01/01/2025
Today, I completely deleted my old website and created a newly updated one.
Believe me, it looks so good that it made me really happy.
Now, I just need a .com domain.

Date: 10/01/2025
And today… We have acquired nexusbattlefield.com — the first step towards our dream.
I can’t express how happy I am. It’s like a dream come true.
I never thought I would be able to buy a domain, but today, it’s a reality.
I’m so grateful to everyone who supported me.
Our website is now fully live.

Date: 21/02/2025
I decided to sell my old computer to build Nexus Battlefield on a new system.
I had been using it for a long time, and it was time to upgrade.
Someone offered ₹20,000.
I felt a bit doubtful, but my heart said, "Just do it… we’ll deal with whatever happens."

Date: 18/03/2025
I asked for money from many places — some turned their backs, some helped with ₹5,000–₹10,000.
Someone didn’t even answer the call when I asked for ₹20,000. But those who stood by me — they’ll be remembered for life.

Date: 25/03/2025
The person I sold the computer to is now refusing to pay the remaining ₹10,000.
I called him and said, "Brother, please pay the remaining amount." He said, "I’ll pay you later."
I said, "Okay, but please pay me soon." He said, "I’ll pay you when I can."
I said, "But I need the money now." He said, "I can’t pay you now. I’ll pay you later."
I said, "Okay, but please pay me soon." He said, "I can’t pay you now. I’ll pay you later."
He says — "Take what I gave, or take the computer back."
I took the computer back and decided to stand on my own feet through freelancing. Got a website project and received ₹3,000 in advance.But suddenly, Ammi fell seriously ill, and ₹40,000 went into her treatment.

Date: 28/04/2025
I was freelancing. There was some hope, some work going on...
But suddenly, everything stopped. Even the project
I was counting on came to a halt. Now I don’t know what to do, where to go... But I’m not someone who gives up.
I started coding on my phone. Did whatever I could.
I just want to create something, to prove myself.
I want to show the world that I can do it.
I want to show the world that I can create something amazing.
I want to show the world that I can create something that will change the world.

Date: 10/05/2025
It’s 12:41 AM — a new day has just begun.
I have insomnia — a condition that keeps me awake. There’s a cigarette in my hand, and I’m thinking —
Creating a game is so hard, and yet when a player plays it, they easily criticize every flaw. What they don’t see is that maybe the game they’re playing now was imagined by someone
a year ago. That someone worked on it for 5 years, poured in all his effort, marketed it, advertised it...
And when it finally reached the players — it got rejected for not being “good enough.” I’ve played 500+ games — online and offline.
I’ve judged many games. I’ve learned a lot. I read books — Unreal Engine, Blender… There was a time I didn’t even know their names.
In 6 months, I learned Blueprint Programming. Call it my craze or my victory — but within 6 months, I learned everything needed to make a game.
But life brings people to a point — where they fall into depression. And today, I’m standing at that very point.
I’m stubborn. When I start something, I can’t rest until it’s done. And I know — whatever I do, I want it to be different. Two things are on my mind —
Starting a side business, and completing this game. How I’ll do it — I don’t know. But I will.

Date: 11/05/2025
Right now, it's 2:55 in the night. I have a cigarette in my hand, but the matchbox is empty. I was doing research related to startups. Global Startup Insights: Approximately 837,000 startups are launched daily worldwide. Out of these, nearly 90% fail within 10 years. In India, by 2024, more than 1.57 lakh (157,000+) startups were active. Out of these, around 80% shut down within 5 years. By the year 2025, more than 1,565 unicorn companies have been established globally.
Just like my matchbox is empty right now, thousands of companies across the world shut down every single day. The reasons can be — failed ideas, dried-up funding, or broken support systems.
Today, I read three startup/business-based books. Somewhere in India right now, there must be countless people working on startup ideas. Someone must be building a plan, someone writing a website, someone preparing a pitch deck, someone talking to investors, someone just waiting — for a single chance to prove themselves.
Some must be working on game development too — someone designing, someone coding, someone trying to create a game that could become India’s identity in the gaming world.
I am one of them. My Game Project: Nexus Battlefield This is a complete game development project. Currently, I’m working on it alone.
My Current Financial Status (as of 11/05/2025): Total Bank Accounts: 5 Total Balance: ₹0 (Not even ₹1) Current Funding Status: Zero (Self-Funded Research Phase) Estimated Project Valuation: ₹10 Crore+
What I'm Working On:
Game Design Document (GDD)
Game Concept and Story
Gameplay Design
Weapon Mechanics
Map and Character Systems
Programming based on Indian context
Game balancing and skill development
Game testing and bug fixing
Game optimization and performance
Game marketing and promotion
Game monetization and revenue generation
Game launch and post-launch support
Game updates and expansions
Game community building and engagement
Even though there's not even ₹1in my bank accounts, I'm working on a project whose value is not less than ₹10 crore. This game is entirely based on data, analysis, and creative development. It is not driven by mere motivation or emotion, but by a solid vision, a grounded idea, and continuous research.